mydeliverance

i don’t know what it is.
these feelings, these thoughts.
why do they happen, why do they occurre.
is it to test me? so i cannnot give into them.
or are they to satisfiy me mentally? so i cannot actually do them.
or just to tease me?

i’ve lived, and i’ve done…
it’s time to move on. time to experience something else.
something more exciting.
something higher in level.

i am bored of myself.
i am tired of myself.
i am sick of myself.

it’s enough, please.
please, it’s enough!

i don’t want to think anymore.
i don’t want to do anymore.
i don’t want to feel anymore.
i just want to be.
just be…

leave me.