12.19.10
hatred
sadness
i sense a feeling that i don’t want to feel
i feeling that i am not
a feeling of giving up
i am not alone
i am not alone here
there is the kid inside of me
that motivates me
that pulls me back to reality
together we will create the life we deserve
the life that we have built for our selves
a life we kept only in our none existent reality
no more not any more
i promised her in that leadership training
i promised her something that day
i have not forgotten about her
we were young before
only kids
creating a life we want to live
enjoying a life through our innocent eyes
today i am older
but i hear her
i hear her calling to me
and that moment or that day woke me up
it helped me hear her again
she makes life easier to live
she bring me to my feet
remind me of our dreams
i promise her i am back now
back for her
to take her with me
to live
live what we saw
and to live it strong.
