03.21.10

i feel like im loosing hope. its stupid i know. i am trying to keep it together. i want to make it, to prove to the ones who dont think i will. to show them it works. to be able to look them back in the eye with confidence. but i don’t know what to … Read more

01.06.10

the world isnt as we think it is. its much more simpler. much more peaceful. its our selves, our brains that complex things that create this drama that create this caouse we humans cant but live with this ‘thrill’ this ‘excitement’ that we put ourselves through. it blinds us from the true essence of life. … Read more

01.06.10

a dream that may only lay as a dream… i would like to become a dancer, salsa dancer. have a great partner. dance the nite away. which automatically leads to… traveling. going to cuba, dancing there enjoying my time taking as many beautiful pictures as i can making friends with the cubans. its in my … Read more

01.03.10

i don’t want to think about it. i don’t want to talk about. it makes me sick and it makes me feel guilty. i cant take this shit. i hate that i always have to go through this. every single time. every single day. i hate it i hate it i hate it. today i … Read more

09.12.09

after i came back from my trip i had so many ideas so many new thoughts so many  memories and experiences. i thought i would be able to remember them forever, i thought i would never forget them… since they were a life changing experience. but of course life takes its course and we grow … Read more

05.29.09

i need to let go, let go of old thoughts, old habits, old routines and start fresh. life is too short to stay in one spot and circle around it, to even care what others think, or to follow society because we ‘need’ to. there is more thought to that there is more life to … Read more

02.28.09

its been almost two months being in this country. i feel like ive been more confused then I ever was about my life. you would think as time passes the more you understand your self and what you want. instead I feel like I’m going backwards. its funny though, cause i feel i have a … Read more

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